Tuesday, October 28, 2008

more than a slump.

so yet once again,  i'm stuck.  why am i constantly stuck?  i think the hole is just getting deeper and deeper.  as much as i want to write away this thesis, shed the extra pounds gained, and find a job, i'm just wallowing in the negativity of it all.  i'm constantly searching for the answer to, "WHY?" when i should just accept it and do something about it.  i guess that's too much processing and internalization for you that i'm always trying to locate the starting point.  

eh. 
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